Notes

Death denial
Ego of father being able to kill and not him
Clearing conscious by doing homework after/clearing lingerie
Checking out the empty boxes inside her bag : not finding anything leaves him nothing to be afraid of or nothing to care about when
Projection of the father keeping calm while doing horrible stuff

Projection of the ideal of violence as a teenager : learn by doing errors by himself

Cool attitude in all situations being an example for the young that want to grow up quicker than society

Being able to know for sure that you know more or went to more troubling stuff then other people one can rely. Having a higher ground on the ego and contemplate it.

Impression of haircut in family is impression of killing in society: wants to impress others with size of personnal treasure.

Leisure is made of kids cartoons and discrepancy with with his own actions

Incapacity of parents to understand and to see their own incapacity to help their son
Archives in the mind of the child : videos.
Original video :leisure of parents and their insouciance.